Monday, December 7, 2009

The shit that is my life

Damn. I'm so sick right now, and co-ordination impaired.
I keep hitting the 'backspace' button instead of the 'enter' button.
Maybe the Panadol is finally working... I hate the after taste. It's like I drank a hell lotta Pepsi. I hate Pepsi.
My nose is super blocked right now, so I shall take the opportunity to paint my nails.
Yayness! I'm going to Phuket after Christmas. I can't wait!
But for now though, I'm gonna sleep :)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hey people.
Its been like forever since I updated.
Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday Radkrisha Nair Asokkumar II!
I made you day first right?! :D
Holidays have been okay...
Spent the last 2 days in front of my Mac watching TV shows. It's foolproof so when my mum comes back and asks me if I watched TV, I can say No.
Today, I decided I will exercise.
It's going well so far.
Hopefully I'll lose all the weight I gained this summer.
So the Post PMR party hasn't happened yet.
Kinda sad cause I had my outfit planned out.
I wanna watch New Moon again. Anyone wanna watch with me?
Taylor Lautner is so *drool*
He and Taylor Swift shouldn't date cause if they get married, they'd both be Taylor Lautner! LoL :D I mean the world really only wants one Taylor Lautner *more drool*
My mother has been trying to get me to do math. I mean seriously, I would rather exercise tan do math! Heck, I'd rather eat a whole cow than do Math! Or freaking Add. Math for that matter.
I can't wait for Christmas!
I wish my Gabriella Solis-like aunt comes. Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without her.
Or my dad either.
I was thinking of having a party, but I probably just jinxed it by saying that. And its not like my dear mother would allow boys in the house T.T
Well yeah. That's all I can think of for now.
I have bloody Add. Math tuition later so I'd prolly be to pissy to blog.
Au revoir.
Oh and I totally started re-watching The O. C.
It would be so nice to have Season1-4 DVD box set *hint hint*

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Dress Big

Ok, so here's the lowdown.
Party's on Friday(Justin's birthday)
We don't know where(feel free to offer your humble abodes)
It'll be from 5.30-9.30 PM.
Potluck/Chip in for pizza.
Games up to you(Truth or Dare, Twister, etc. etc.)
Email me ASAP with any updates!
And can someone please tell Al to get Justin a cake...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Would I Think Of Suicide?



Bang!

Oh Crap!
Exams are in 2!! days, and I'm to hyper to study!!!!!!
I am so screwed!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009






And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

Wednesday, October 28, 2009




You Are a Witch



Like a witch, you are often misunderstood and unfairly judged. You are not as sinister as you seem.

You are intelligent and spiritual. You feel very connected to the world - both the dark and light sides of things.



You tend to keep to yourself, and because of this people tend to think things about you that aren't true.

You would just like to be left alone to do your own thing. You have no intention of harming anyone, even though you could if you wanted to!


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

Not While I'm Around

Dear G, There aren’t enough curse words in the world to satisfy me right now. Looks like you got nailed, just not in the way you wanted. If you cut revenge out of the Bible, there’s not even enough pages to make a pamphlet. Do you know how hard it is to get revenge when your enemy is changing every five minutes?! Me? Sweet? No. Witch hunts are my valium. I know that bitches don’t just happen. They’re made. By parents even more wicked than their offspring. You are living proof a person can't buy class. Haven’t you heard? I’m the crazy bitch around here.
XOXO, B.




Dear C, I love you. I love you so much, it consumes me. But I am me, and you are you. There’s nothing you could ever say to make me let go. Only a masochist could ever love such a narcissist. Looks like you got nailed, just not in the way you wanted. I don’t want you going anywhere. I couldn’t bear it... I love you, B.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Move On


Oh yeah...
Don't mind me...
I’m sick of always looking like Darth Vader next to Sunshine Barbie. Life’s too short. And you make it feel so long.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Like It Was

Nothing has changed...
In a sense that Samantha and I(mainly me) spaz out around Al and Justin.
So Sam and I were bored out of our wits trying to find something to do at One Utama, after walking the whole mall at least twice.
So we go to the movie store.
We see Al and Justin, and as a first instinct, I dragged Samantha to the back of the store.
Just as they start to walk out, we decide to stalk them!
Brilliant, no?
So we go out, and they're gone, and we are absolutely gobsmacked!
A few minutes later, we send Al a stalkeresque message.
And since we lost them, we were all where you guys at, and he says 7-11.
Doing the math, unless they're vampires, there is no possible way they could've gotten to 7-11 in those minutes.
I mean it is possible if they run or something like that, but the nearest 7-11 is near Pasar Raya Taman Tun.
That is some walking distance...
On the + side, while we were searching frantically, we bumped into (Wan Iman Far)Hana!
She was so shocked that me and Sam still hang out.
She was giving us some pointers as to where the guys might be.
In the end we didn't find them.
But it did seem like the number of guys wearing red shirts were increasing, though none of them were Al....
While we were waiting for Sam's mum, we saw Johnathon.
He got a new haircut and it looked cool.
Though he was being such a prick.
Then went home.
Well that was an epic shopping spree..
Didn't buy anything but lunch!
I had fun, though my shoes were killing me...
- Damn that mother Chucker!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Sweetheart, I Have To Confess

Okay...
My obsession with a certain Business Centre is getting out of control.
Not that I was obsessed before, but its worse than the one for a certain door now.
That lucky cow.... Having the best of both worlds....
I've never wanted to be a part of something more in my life!
I hope I didn't screw that up...

Grrrr...
Melody, why won't you come online?/
You're in for a 'surprise'...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Best Days of Your Life/ Viva La Vida


I feel oddly content right now... In a very exhilarated way..
It's a fulfilling feeling...
Kinda wish I was back in TTDI, and just finished PMR..
But I'm not...
So I'll just deal.
With the ever rising bias prejudice.
And the
And homework.
And stress.
Oh and the ever deteriorating standards.
FML.
Just thinking about it is making me depressed again.
Hence why I'm listening to happy music.
I keep getting these shots of adrenaline.
That's not normal, is it?
Oh well.
I guess I'll never be normal.
I'd just really like a little less homework, and a little more time in class.
Then I'll be fine...
I could get A's, B's at the least..
But no.
I have to miss class only to be bombarded with homework later!
Fuck it.
So you freaks who took PMR, lucky you.
Cause you just had the best days of your lives, and an opportunity to rebel, and now for the next few months, you don't have to do nuts!
Hmm...
Feeling jealous now..
Gonna Skype people till Pig wakes up.
Then gonna take a shower and attempt to not kill myself.
Au revoir.






Sunday, October 4, 2009


How inspirational...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

The God-Why-Don't-You-Love-Me Blues

I should really be starting on my holiday homework now...
School starts in like 8 hours, and I've done no homework.
Nada.
Zilch.
At least there's only four subjects tomorrow.
First period Add. effing Math, then a double of Lit., then a double of Math, then a double of Bio.
Hopefully the Raya assembly if tomorrow.
Then I might be able to skip the Math or Lit. test.
Haven't studied for either...
I had a dream during the hols that i bunged the Lit. test, and the only two people left taking Lit. were Melanie and me.
Oh the horror...
According to Haris, the Add. Math work is super hard.
I don't know how I'm gonna get out of that one, but I might have a plan.
I half-wish I was taking PMR back in TTDI.
No homework, just trials.
Then the damned O.W.Ls, then freedom, for a good two months...
Probably would bung that too, but anyway..
Should've have taken up Mum's offer of making me Maggi me.
You know what people?
They have Maggi in New Zealand.
But NZ deserves another post.
*Sigh.
Should really get started on the homework...
Instead, I'm reading blogs.

Dear God,
please give me the strength to not read FML and the perseverance to finish my homework.
Amen.

"Fuck It"
- Chris, Skins

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Again and Again

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me


- I Don't Want To Be, Gavin DeGraw
2 minutes ago....
Me starting to scribe a quote on the board.
Mrs. Usha: Eh Why are you writing like that? Make it straight!
Me: I can't write straight!

FML

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sunday (Again)


Merde.

Haven't started on any of the sodding homework.

Screw it.
I'm so hungry.
Even though I just stuffed myself.
In a Chinese restaurant,
that Aunty Alice just so happened to be in.
I tried to ignore her but she saw me.
It was like meeting Umbridge in the Three Broomsticks or something.
Just so weird.
Yesterday, I was the only girl at taekwondo.
There was only about 5 of us,
then Seng Fatt came.
I swear, his head grew bigger.
It was not just my glasses.
My thighs freaking hurt because Eshton made us do 360 kicks so fast.
And since there were only 5 of us, there was more reason to rotate faster.
It was all so dizzy-fying.
I owe Sir like RM 100 apparently.
Sod it.
Now I'm going to attempt to do my homework.






















F My Life.




Thursday, September 10, 2009

Time To Come Clean




















I love you. I love you so much, it consumes me. I love you. I want to be right, tell me you love me. Everything we’ve done, all the gossip and the lies and the hurt, will have been for something. … Tell me it was for something.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Remember?


That used to be me.
Insufferable know-it-all.
Teacher's pet.
Person who did homework.
Who only used to get in trouble because of her friends.
The only thing remotely Hermione-ish about me now is my bushy hair.
That kinda sucks.
It actually really sucks to be a faded star.
I haven't done any homework since last Thursday.
I haven't been attending much class either.
Really left behind, and that sucks.
Crap.
Haven't done the bloody D.A.D.A homework.
Ditto Care of Magical Creatures.
Ditto Arithmacy.
And now, instead of completing the homework, I shall read FML and some Twilight bashing websites.
Cause that's how hard core I am.



ItalicWhen the truth fails you, you have no choice but to abandon it.
Agreed, B.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Ok.
Really quick post.
Happy Belated Birthday Cynthia Chee.
Sorry I didn't wish you earlier.
I assumed I would go to Taekwondo.
That obviously didn't happen.
To all Malaysians, Selamat Hari Merdeka,
to Samantha Ho Yuet Ching,
my bestest best friend,
my soul sister,
my baptism twin,
Happy 15th Birthday.
Hope you had a great day and may God bless you.
Love you, S.



Oh man.
I have to stop procrastinating...

F My Life

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

You Could Drive A Person Crazy

*Swearing*
*Swearing*
*More Swearing*
FC*K nostalgia!
FC*K
FC*K

FC*K it!
I'm pretty sure that's the word.
I think all this is coming from the fact Boom knows Debbie and has been in contact with her...
Or maybe it's extreme pre-first day jitters...
I don't know!
My right hand wrists hurt.
OW
OW
OW
OW

Now I'm reading the blogs of my former schoolmates, the Malay ones(think Einsteins, Berlians, people I never spoke to!)
OW
OW
OW

Oh man, I miss TTDI...
If my principal doesn't let me take French, my mom is gonna move me to Mont Kiara International School!
Then I'd have to do the whole transition thing, ALL OVER AGAIN!
OW
OW
OW

I wish I had someone to talk too..
My people are all sleeping, ignoring my existence, or have forgotten about me right now...
I think my mom and sis are still awake..
That's making me uneasy...
I think I'm going schizo again......

Must resist pulling out hair....
OW
OW
OW
Oh crap
This pic is gonna give me nightmares
Elmo and Mickey look like such pervs!
And what is up with Barney's nostrils?!
I've always thought Ronald McDonald looked like a pedophile....
Now he's gained weight too!
Elmo has a Mini Elmo in his pocket..
LoL XP

Monday, August 17, 2009

Sunday, August 16, 2009

If It's Only In Your Head

True that...

I think I'm still in transition.

How unfortunate.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Sunday

First, a few birthday shout outs...
Alena Devia Joseph, Happy Belated Birthday! No idea how old you are, but I remember during the Raya assembly last year, you dragged Melody and came and sat next to me cause I was alone... And the three of us were cracking jokes and having a laugh! That was like the best assembly ever!
And Happy 14th Melody Loo Yen Vei... The most awesome friend, in the history of awesome friends! You make staying in Cempaka worthwhile :) Thanks for putting up with my shenanigans and my whiny-ness. Together, we will rule the world some day XD
To Deborah Lea Gregory, Debbie!, I have no idea where you are right now, but, Happy Belated 15th!
You're probably one of the more awesome people I've met in TTDI... God bless you for introducing me to Twilight XD

So today was like the best Catechism class we had this whole year...
For one, Aunty Alice didn't come! (Hip Hip Hooray)
And there was no replacement..
So people were coming late, walking in and out, and not doing anything useful, as expected...
Cheryl Anne, Christine Kuan and I wanted to prank call Yau(yes, you Hui Min) but we decided against it cause we couldn't think of an appropriate prank for her.
Annabel and I were talking and I truly got to appreciate what a good friend she's been to me over the years.
Stefan was so funny in his tie-dye shirt. Mind you Stefan is a funny boy.


Oh well, Mum's here.
Later peeps.

Monday, July 13, 2009




You Are a Chicken



You are a naturally curious and inquisitive being. You are often poking your nose where it doesn't belong!

Collecting nuggets of knowledge is important to you. You enjoy knowing everything you can.



You are very independent and strong willed. You don't like to be bossed around, and you do as you please.

You are quite determined and able to take on challenges. You will "peck away" at a problem until it's gone.




Hardy Har Har
True XD

Friday, July 10, 2009

Oh EM Gee...




Melody Is Your Soulmate



You truly love Mei Teng.



You consider Samantha your true friend.



You know that Justin is always thinking of you.



You'll remember Claudillea for the rest of your life.



You secretly think Ashmeera is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.



You secretly think that Melanie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.



You secretly think that Dinesh is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Dinesh changes lovers faster than underwear.



You secretly think LeeZan is shy and non-confrontational. And that LeeZan has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?


Somewhat true...
Not sure about the Justin or LeeZan thing though...
WoW....
Alena is like psychic or something...
Glory, Glory Man. Utd!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

City On Fire

Oh EM Gee
Krisha's back!!!
YaY.
So we're gonna watch Harry Potter 6 next week.
Double joy.
I could've died on Sunday.
Screw that would-be Chuck Basstard.
He effing accused me of doing something I wasn't doing.
Screw him!
Poo.
I am screwing myself aren't I?
I got extended.
That means I'm still a probate until next Friday.
Unless I get further extended.

Saturday, June 27, 2009




You Are Big Bird



Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.



You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.



You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.



How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."



HAHA
LOL XD

Distant Past


Oh Em Gee
Ash, macha....
Happy waay Belated Birthday
I owe you how many basketballs now?
My life's kinda suck-y right now.
Hope yours is better.
I should be studying.
Instead I'm taking quizzes and reading old fashion mags.
And Oh EM GEE people
Michael Jackson died!
How sad...
He was so cool
He went white...
How cool is that?
Oh well...
C'est la vie...
My blog is screwed up
I need Melody!!!

Monday, June 15, 2009

A spark. To pierce the dark.

Oh Em Gee
So tired...
Gonna drop dead during History.
YAWN.
So sleepy.
Had such a packed weekend.
Friday, Priyangkha and Yasyika came over for a sleepover.
Watched Harry Potter 5 and Slumdog Millionaire, again.
Little Jamal so cute!
I fell asleep half way through Harry Potter.
The next morning, we went to Sunway Lagoon!
So sore from flying all over the place.
Still had fun though...
Skipped Taekwondo in the process.
So doomed for grading!
I wish Mum would let me skip.
Anyway, rented Twilight and the Seed of Chucky.
Twilight was like,
swoon.
Edward Cullen.
Enough said.
Seed of Chucky was crap.
Stopped watching it after 15 minutes.
Sunday, went to Church.
Aunty Alice better watch it.
I would'nt want to get on the bad side of John.
Al was blissfully oblivious.
Git.
Then went to the dentist.
Can't clench my jaw for like 2 weeks!
Fungus monkeys.
I've stopped doing with homework.
Couldn't be bothered.
And I haven't started studying for next weeks exams.
Darn.
Still a probate!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

We're Gonna Be Alright

Haha.
Dennis is not mad at me for the iPod thing anymore.
I knew he'd come through.
Shanker hugged me before English.
How random?
John told me to stop clowning around.
It's amazing how I can clown around in my sleep deprived state.
Some A-level teacher replaced Miss Kerrie for English.
Her English wasn't as prominent as Miss Kerrie's.
Or ours for that matter.
Oh well.
Bring on tomorrow.
We're supposedly supposed to get our results.
YaY!

Nice She Ain't

That's probably what people think of me now.
Shiz.
I can't joke for nuts.
Bollocks.
I'm sorry for what I did.
I was just playing around
I didn't think Dennis would get so upset.
We did give his iPod back.
We didn't even intend to keep it.
*Sigh.
SO tired.
I wish Mrs Usha would stop talking so I can go sit by Melody.
I couldn't give a crap about what John Keats said, right now.
This blows.
Eek.
Some bird is chirping so freaking loudly outside.
It's so maddening.
Oh, irony, cruel,cruel irony,
I hate you ever so.

Gah.
I was like walking back from the toilet and so was Dennis, so I apologized like insanely.
And he just scoffed and looked away.
Shiz.
Shiz.
Shiz.









And I'm still a Probate!
Noooooooooooooooooo

Monday, June 1, 2009

Bang

Oh Em Gee
It's June
Crud.
We've been extended.
Why am I not surprised?
Woman on the verge of a breakdown here.
Flippin' 'ell
*Sigh.
So sick.
Literally.
Life sucks right now.

I miss you freaks back in TTDI.
I can't believe you lot.
The things I here.
Honestly,
Uber disgusted here.
I hope you lot remember what day it is tomorrow.
I swear, if you don't, I'll smack you on the head so hard you will think it's 2007.
P.S: Melody says 'Hi'.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Back In Business

Gave another tour today
AND
was spotted doing so!
Yay me!


JAI HO!!!!!!!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Eek!
Sorry Mei Teng :/

Don't Look At Me

I really hate it when people look at me...
Some self-consciousness issue...
I don't mind it when people look at pictures of me...
But I really hate it when people stare at me intently!
When people see me, they don't really see me...
Yikes...
No better words to describe than Gavin DeGraw's "I Don't Want To Be"
Oh Em Gee
I'm doing it again...
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I'm gonna go play with fire, now

This is all in relation to today, when we had to find Miss Ellen, F.Y.I

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Guilty

Should have saved my numbers to my SIM...
Now he's gonna think I'm some sort of coward.
Mind you, I am.
*Sighs.
Maybe I should SMS him...
OR
I could act like a never saw the darned message...
But that would be rude.
*Bigger sighs.
That is what I get for doing what I did.
I'm not gonna say it cause I think he reads my blog.
*More sighs.
I've been getting the hiccups a lot lately.
In Greys' Anatomy, Meredith's stepmother died of the hiccups,
so that's really freaking me out.
I wish I could be more resourceful.
I'm so guilty of the one thing I cannot be guilty of.
Maybe I should change my blog header to "Guilty"
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Oh Em Gee Aunty Alice
How could you be so tactless?!
LoL XD
Why have church songs and Malay songs been ringing in my head all day?/

HAHA

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Liaisons

Oh My Gosh
Today was like massive traumaticness
Whoa
Still a bit stunned
I still don't know why I feel like I have a hole in my esophagus!
It's killing me(I'm not even sure if I'm being literal or figurative)
The day started of so dead
So many of us were, like the walking dead or something
Then played Hangman Science Edition with the Mels'
Then actually had Science
Mr Malcolm was the one who submitted my name for the Mighty Minds competition,
not Ms Sulo!
AND
It's a Science competition, not a Math competition!
Darn
Thanks Melanie for offering me the STW Prez. position, but you deserve it as much as I do.
Then Break...
I'm glad I no longer want to be a wedding planner
Planning is such hard work...
Was in the Prefects' Room for 2 hours!
That was kinda fun
I just had to go, really bad
Lunch,
There were a lot of students in the corridors..
No patrollers or bridge 2 person to help me out
So if there was no one at stairs3, wouldn't have made a diff.
Haris and I got a workout chasing Year 8s.
I'm glad Tesintha helped me out, and Haris.
Haris and I confornted George about something that no one has done, his two years in school(apart from Adrian, I think), him wearing Sports shoes instead of leather shoes.
There's only so much 'lecturing' I can do in the corridors
-_-"
On the + side, I was regarded as a 'Prefect', without my Probate tag on, by some kids I didn't even know!
How's that for a Prefects' aura?!
Score 1 to Banana
Booyah!
So going into my achievements!

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

If There's Anything I Can't Stand

It's hypocrites.
I seriously don't know if I'm one.
I know there's a lot of(unkind) words to describe me.
But I'm pretty sure I'm not a hypocrite.
I've never been told(to my face anyways) I'm a hypocrite, F.Y.I.
I'm just blogging about it for no particular reason.
If you think I'm one, tell me.
I won't take it nicely, but it would be nice to know.
Another thing I can't stand, I can't say it cause that would make me a hypocrite.
Oh wow.
Complicated, much?
Gossip Girl is really addictive.
Though I don't recommend watching it a day before the most important Math test of your Year 9 life.
Sighs.
So many formulas, so little time.
It's nice to have a friend like Melody.
I hate walloping in my own misery.
It's depressing.
That's why I need friends like the Mels' and the Munkies to keep me sane.
Ha
Their insanity is what makes me sane!
-_-"
I also really can't stand it when people accuse or claim me anorexic.
It's even more disturbing now that I might potentially have some undiscovered eating disorder.
It's psychologically scarring me.
Dramaticness.








LoL XD

Just read a chain e-mail from Alaric that made me smile ;)
I guess that fulfilled its purpose.
I know a lot of people can't stand chain e-mails, but I love them!
Well, except the ones that say "You will never find love if you don't forward this" and crap like that.
Oh well.
Wish me luck for tomorrow.

Thursday, April 30, 2009


Oh Em Gee...
It's Betty!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I Know Things Now

So I was like watching "Justice League: The New Frontier" last night, and I realized:
1) Wonder Woman is brawny! Like majorly! Almost as brawny as Superman!
I am so turned off by her not because of that(particularly), but because she is a freaking FEMINIST!!!
2) The Green Lantern is White! As in Caucasian... Oh Em Gee
3) The odds of me getting superpowers are as much as me getting struck by lightning, or aliens from Mars visiting Earth, both of which, in my case, are very unlikely.



Man, I'm gonna miss the Year 11's(with the exception of Pig). Bus rides would suck without them.