A Change Is Gonna Come

So I haven't changed one bit since, well, ever.

The sad thing is that everyone I know has changed. Most for better, some for worse.

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing.

Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change, or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here's the truth: The more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change...Is..Everything.

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WHoa. My iTunes can read my mood.

Boo-Yah!

So I haven't been updating much lately.

Don't really know what to say, but since I haven't been updating, here's my Tumblr.

That will probably be updated...

So life could be better, but for once, I'm not going to complain.

Saw Chin Yang and Ben yesterday, and all I can say is OhMiGawd!

What happened to these guys? Has it really been that long?? I mean a year can't really make that much of a difference can it? But yeah, it can.

I seriously miss SMK but it won't make a difference. If I was still there, I'd still be failing Add. Math. I still wouldn't participate in sports. I'd probably be a prefect. See, no difference.

Apart from the people, the convenience of location and the Co-op.

On the plus side, get to watch Iron Man 2 this Saturday!

Oh, and I'm no longer allowed to swear online. *punches self*

So I'm going to leave it at that, and quote The Rolling Stones :

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you might find
You get what you need

Happy Birthday Alaric Sam, the boy who makes me wanna go crawl into a hole on Sundays.

Hope you had a good day.

I was having one, 'til it turned to night.

You see, I had BK, which was fine. Apart from the fact that I'm committing a mortal sin as I still walk. Oh Jebus.

And so I came home, ate lunch and was Tumblr-ing.

Then Ash came over. Very unexpected. Had fun though. We called Krisha, but then decided it would be more prudent to Skype her.

Cute, no? She has the funniest Indian accent ever, Ash and I couldn't stop laughing! LOL Piggy XD Aww man, I miss you! We have IB in Malaysia too FYI :D

Which reminds me, tell the following people,:

Alaric

Annabel

Ben

Cynthia

Debbie

Dinesh

Ee Yern

Hanniel

Jian Min

Julia

Justin

Mei Teng

Nesha

Sharvind

that Ash wants us all to go watch Alice In Wonderland, this Friday, 5 PM, in 3D @OU!

Yeah so let us know if you can come.

Back to my day, then I had tuition. Man, I'm a nerd. I have finally come to terms with that. Hence, my day turning bad. Oh well, will live.

So yeah like pass the message 'bout the movie.

Out.

Fuck. My. Life.

I really wish I was back in SMKTTDI.

Things are simple there. The people there were so amazing, you forget all the bad things about them, oh and the racism. Yeah, it was towards people like, which I'm used to, not unlike here.

I would give anything to go back there. Anything.

I didn't wanna go to CIS. My mom forced me. Apparently, it's supposed to be good for me. Pfft. Yes, because something that depresses me is good for me -.-" For Christ's sake, she's turned me into a masochist!

The best part, she says it's only for one and a half more years, but it's more than that. Everyday I die a little. I am rarely happy and I seem to be suffering identity crisis. Two years ago, I knew who I was, and who I was going to become. I sure as hell did not see this coming.

I would take on Sejarah, and BM, and anything else. I would've taken PMR. But NO. That's not good enough. I don't care if it looks good on my testimonial, if it doesn't make me happy.

I think I'm just gonna curl up and cry. But noo, I have fucking Add. Math and Business Studies to do T.T

Running to Stand Still

WARNING: Rant Ahead!

So life's been blegh. I'd rather not think about it. So right now, I'm procrastinating, as my teachers would say, but I think not. The time I enjoy wasting is not fucking wasted, ok?! I say down with homework. If the world ends in 2012, I would be freaking pissed because I would've spent all my life in school. I mean not all of its been a waste, but there was a whole load of shit I could do without (Add. Math for example). I still don't get why my teachers give me so much homework! It's not like I'm gonna do it anyway. OMJ. It's 11. Better start on homework now. 

You Are Claustrophobia

You are the fear of enclosed places. You demand a lot of freedom in your life. It freaks you out to have too many restrictions or limits. You don't really seek out responsibilities or commitments. You like to keep your life spontaneous. It's easy for you to feel smothered. A lot of relationships and situations make you feel claustrophobic.

What Phobia Are You?

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

oh wow.

"We're So Happy You're So Happy"

Oh My Fuck.

Ms Ellen almost had an epiphany cause I actually showed up to CF today. LOL.

So there was this counsellor there and she was talking about 'friendship'. Pfft, the things I do for you, Ally XD, and she wouldn't stop going 'awr' like a typical Malaysian Chinese. Behold, in the span of 10 minutes how many times she said it:

It was so freaking funny. Ally and I were laughing the whole 40 minutes we were there. It's not our fault CF's so gay.

Wow. I so fail as a Christian XP

Color and Light

Ok, so MLIA right now.

Sir Jackie finally knows my name. And thinks I can join a competition so I'm so totally loving tae kwon do (unless Mum has something to do with it!), but yeah 'tis freaking awesome!

Today at Sunday School, like OMG wei.

We might have caused Aunty Alice to go senile. LOL. So she was like trying to divide us into groups. Pssh, like we would abide. So Sherie picks and she gets Group 3. She passes the paper to Johnathan who "picks" the number 3. He then passes it to me, then I pass it to John K. We didn't realize that Kevin and Gerald also picked '3', and there's only supposed to be 5 per group.

Do the Math.

Then Al goes up there empty handed and picks. Guess what number he got? 3 so Aunty Alice was all "Maybe I wrote 5; Maybe I was falling asleep; Let me see your paper!" So I was all "Umm Aunty Alice I think I put my paper back in the pile..." after Joshua picks '3'.

So she asks Kevin and Gerald to move to Annabel(who came late T.T)'s group, leaving us at the corner of the class. There we were, half-hidden, Johnathan playing with his phone, John K. staring at my feet, me, Al and Sherie answering every one of Aunty Alice's questions (to no avail!)

That was fun. 

Just finished Physics/Chem. tuition. Now I have Math. Urgh.

Peace out!

Hey People!
Its been like forever....
I'm alive (:O) and a moron....
Too lazy to blog about it though.
Anyway, Happy 2010 peeps :)

Peace