Fuck. My. Life.

I really wish I was back in SMKTTDI.

Things are simple there. The people there were so amazing, you forget all the bad things about them, oh and the racism. Yeah, it was towards people like, which I'm used to, not unlike here.

I would give anything to go back there. Anything.

I didn't wanna go to CIS. My mom forced me. Apparently, it's supposed to be good for me. Pfft. Yes, because something that depresses me is good for me -.-" For Christ's sake, she's turned me into a masochist!

The best part, she says it's only for one and a half more years, but it's more than that. Everyday I die a little. I am rarely happy and I seem to be suffering identity crisis. Two years ago, I knew who I was, and who I was going to become. I sure as hell did not see this coming.

I would take on Sejarah, and BM, and anything else. I would've taken PMR. But NO. That's not good enough. I don't care if it looks good on my testimonial, if it doesn't make me happy.

I think I'm just gonna curl up and cry. But noo, I have fucking Add. Math and Business Studies to do T.T

Running to Stand Still

WARNING: Rant Ahead!

So life's been blegh. I'd rather not think about it. So right now, I'm procrastinating, as my teachers would say, but I think not. The time I enjoy wasting is not fucking wasted, ok?! I say down with homework. If the world ends in 2012, I would be freaking pissed because I would've spent all my life in school. I mean not all of its been a waste, but there was a whole load of shit I could do without (Add. Math for example). I still don't get why my teachers give me so much homework! It's not like I'm gonna do it anyway. OMJ. It's 11. Better start on homework now. 

You Are Claustrophobia

You are the fear of enclosed places. You demand a lot of freedom in your life. It freaks you out to have too many restrictions or limits. You don't really seek out responsibilities or commitments. You like to keep your life spontaneous. It's easy for you to feel smothered. A lot of relationships and situations make you feel claustrophobic.

What Phobia Are You?

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