Bananie's World

A Change Is Gonna Come

2010-07-31T22:49:00.003+08:00

So I haven't changed one bit since, well, ever.

The sad thing is that everyone I know has changed. Most for better, some for worse.

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing.

Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change, or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here's the truth: The more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change...Is..Everything.

2010-04-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

WHoa. My iTunes can read my mood.

Boo-Yah!

So I haven't been updating much lately.

Don't really know what to say, but since I haven't been updating, here's my Tumblr.

That will probably be updated...

So life could be better, but for once, I'm not going to complain.

Saw Chin Yang and Ben yesterday, and all I can say is OhMiGawd!

What happened to these guys? Has it really been that long?? I mean a year can't really make that much of a difference can it? But yeah, it can.

I seriously miss SMK but it won't make a difference. If I was still there, I'd still be failing Add. Math. I still wouldn't participate in sports. I'd probably be a prefect. See, no difference.

Apart from the people, the convenience of location and the Co-op.

On the plus side, get to watch Iron Man 2 this Saturday!

Oh, and I'm no longer allowed to swear online. *punches self*

So I'm going to leave it at that, and quote The Rolling Stones :

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you might find
You get what you need

Happy Birthday Alaric Sam, the boy who makes me wanna go crawl into a hole on Sundays.

2010-03-14T22:21:00.004+08:00

Hope you had a good day.

I was having one, 'til it turned to night.

You see, I had BK, which was fine. Apart from the fact that I'm committing a mortal sin as I still walk. Oh Jebus.

And so I came home, ate lunch and was Tumblr-ing.

Then Ash came over. Very unexpected. Had fun though. We called Krisha, but then decided it would be more prudent to Skype her.

Cute, no? She has the funniest Indian accent ever, Ash and I couldn't stop laughing! LOL Piggy XD Aww man, I miss you! We have IB in Malaysia too FYI :D

Which reminds me, tell the following people,:

Alaric

Annabel

Ben

Cynthia

Debbie

Dinesh

Ee Yern

Hanniel

Jian Min

Julia

Justin

Mei Teng

Nesha

Sharvind

that Ash wants us all to go watch Alice In Wonderland, this Friday, 5 PM, in 3D @OU!

Yeah so let us know if you can come.

Back to my day, then I had tuition. Man, I'm a nerd. I have finally come to terms with that. Hence, my day turning bad. Oh well, will live.

So yeah like pass the message 'bout the movie.

Out.

Fuck. My. Life.

2010-02-24T18:42:00.002+08:00

I really wish I was back in SMKTTDI.

Things are simple there. The people there were so amazing, you forget all the bad things about them, oh and the racism. Yeah, it was towards people like, which I'm used to, not unlike here.

I would give anything to go back there. Anything.

I didn't wanna go to CIS. My mom forced me. Apparently, it's supposed to be good for me. Pfft. Yes, because something that depresses me is good for me -.-" For Christ's sake, she's turned me into a masochist!

The best part, she says it's only for one and a half more years, but it's more than that. Everyday I die a little. I am rarely happy and I seem to be suffering identity crisis. Two years ago, I knew who I was, and who I was going to become. I sure as hell did not see this coming.

I would take on Sejarah, and BM, and anything else. I would've taken PMR. But NO. That's not good enough. I don't care if it looks good on my testimonial, if it doesn't make me happy.

I think I'm just gonna curl up and cry. But noo, I have fucking Add. Math and Business Studies to do T.T

Running to Stand Still

2010-02-07T22:43:00.003+08:00

WARNING: Rant Ahead!

So life's been blegh. I'd rather not think about it. So right now, I'm procrastinating, as my teachers would say, but I think not. The time I enjoy wasting is not fucking wasted, ok?! I say down with homework. If the world ends in 2012, I would be freaking pissed because I would've spent all my life in school. I mean not all of its been a waste, but there was a whole load of shit I could do without (Add. Math for example). I still don't get why my teachers give me so much homework! It's not like I'm gonna do it anyway. OMJ. It's 11. Better start on homework now.

2010-02-04T18:17:00.001+08:00

You Are Claustrophobia

You are the fear of enclosed places.

You demand a lot of freedom in your life. It freaks you out to have too many restrictions or limits.

You don't really seek out responsibilities or commitments. You like to keep your life spontaneous.

It's easy for you to feel smothered. A lot of relationships and situations make you feel claustrophobic.

What Phobia Are You?

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

oh wow.

"We're So Happy You're So Happy"

2010-01-29T19:35:00.004+08:00

Oh My Fuck.

Ms Ellen almost had an epiphany cause I actually showed up to CF today. LOL.

So there was this counsellor there and she was talking about 'friendship'. Pfft, the things I do for you, Ally XD, and she wouldn't stop going 'awr' like a typical Malaysian Chinese. Behold, in the span of 10 minutes how many times she said it:

It was so freaking funny. Ally and I were laughing the whole 40 minutes we were there. It's not our fault CF's so gay.

Wow. I so fail as a Christian XP

Color and Light

2010-01-24T17:47:00.004+08:00

Ok, so MLIA right now.

Sir Jackie finally knows my name. And thinks I can join a competition so I'm so totally loving tae kwon do (unless Mum has something to do with it!), but yeah 'tis freaking awesome!

Today at Sunday School, like OMG wei.

We might have caused Aunty Alice to go senile. LOL. So she was like trying to divide us into groups. Pssh, like we would abide. So Sherie picks and she gets Group 3. She passes the paper to Johnathan who "picks" the number 3. He then passes it to me, then I pass it to John K. We didn't realize that Kevin and Gerald also picked '3', and there's only supposed to be 5 per group.

Do the Math.

Then Al goes up there empty handed and picks. Guess what number he got? 3 so Aunty Alice was all "Maybe I wrote 5; Maybe I was falling asleep; Let me see your paper!" So I was all "Umm Aunty Alice I think I put my paper back in the pile..." after Joshua picks '3'.

So she asks Kevin and Gerald to move to Annabel(who came late T.T)'s group, leaving us at the corner of the class. There we were, half-hidden, Johnathan playing with his phone, John K. staring at my feet, me, Al and Sherie answering every one of Aunty Alice's questions (to no avail!)

That was fun.

Just finished Physics/Chem. tuition. Now I have Math. Urgh.

Peace out!

2010-01-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

Hey People!
Its been like forever....
I'm alive (:O) and a moron....
Too lazy to blog about it though.
Anyway, Happy 2010 peeps :)

Peace

The shit that is my life

2009-12-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

Damn. I'm so sick right now, and co-ordination impaired.
I keep hitting the 'backspace' button instead of the 'enter' button.
Maybe the Panadol is finally working... I hate the after taste. It's like I drank a hell lotta Pepsi. I hate Pepsi.
My nose is super blocked right now, so I shall take the opportunity to paint my nails.
Yayness! I'm going to Phuket after Christmas. I can't wait!
But for now though, I'm gonna sleep :)

2009-12-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
Its been like forever since I updated.
Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday Radkrisha Nair Asokkumar II!
I made you day first right?! :D
Holidays have been okay...
Spent the last 2 days in front of my Mac watching TV shows. It's foolproof so when my mum comes back and asks me if I watched TV, I can say No.
Today, I decided I will exercise.
It's going well so far.
Hopefully I'll lose all the weight I gained this summer.
So the Post PMR party hasn't happened yet.
Kinda sad cause I had my outfit planned out.
I wanna watch New Moon again. Anyone wanna watch with me?
Taylor Lautner is so *drool*
He and Taylor Swift shouldn't date cause if they get married, they'd both be Taylor Lautner! LoL :D I mean the world really only wants one Taylor Lautner *more drool*
My mother has been trying to get me to do math. I mean seriously, I would rather exercise tan do math! Heck, I'd rather eat a whole cow than do Math! Or freaking Add. Math for that matter.
I can't wait for Christmas!
I wish my Gabriella Solis-like aunt comes. Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without her.
Or my dad either.
I was thinking of having a party, but I probably just jinxed it by saying that. And its not like my dear mother would allow boys in the house T.T
Well yeah. That's all I can think of for now.
I have bloody Add. Math tuition later so I'd prolly be to pissy to blog.
Au revoir.

Oh and I totally started re-watching The O. C.
It would be so nice to have Season1-4 DVD box set *hint hint*

Dress Big

2009-11-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

Ok, so here's the lowdown.
Party's on Friday(Justin's birthday)
We don't know where(feel free to offer your humble abodes)
It'll be from 5.30-9.30 PM.
Potluck/Chip in for pizza.
Games up to you(Truth or Dare, Twister, etc. etc.)
Email me ASAP with any updates!
And can someone please tell Al to get Justin a cake...

Would I Think Of Suicide?

2009-11-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

Bang!

2009-11-08T12:34:00.003+08:00

Oh Crap!
Exams are in 2!! days, and I'm to hyper to study!!!!!!
I am so screwed!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

2009-10-28T19:10:00.001+08:00

You Are a Witch

Like a witch, you are often misunderstood and unfairly judged. You are not as sinister as you seem.

You are intelligent and spiritual. You feel very connected to the world - both the dark and light sides of things.

You tend to keep to yourself, and because of this people tend to think things about you that aren't true.

You would just like to be left alone to do your own thing. You have no intention of harming anyone, even though you could if you wanted to!

Are You A Vampire, Witch, Or Zombie?

Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

I knew that....

2009-10-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

Not While I'm Around

2009-10-23T20:00:00.005+08:00

Dear G, There aren’t enough curse words in the world to satisfy me right now. Looks like you got nailed, just not in the way you wanted. If you cut revenge out of the Bible, there’s not even enough pages to make a pamphlet. Do you know how hard it is to get revenge when your enemy is changing every five minutes?! Me? Sweet? No. Witch hunts are my valium. I know that bitches don’t just happen. They’re made. By parents even more wicked than their offspring. You are living proof a person can't buy class. Haven’t you heard? I’m the crazy bitch around here.
XOXO, B.

Dear C, I love you. I love you so much, it consumes me. But I am me, and you are you. There’s nothing you could ever say to make me let go. Only a masochist could ever love such a narcissist. Looks like you got nailed, just not in the way you wanted. I don’t want you going anywhere. I couldn’t bear it... I love you, B.

Move On

2009-10-22T21:27:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah...
Don't mind me...

I’m sick of always looking like Darth Vader next to Sunshine Barbie. Life’s too short. And you make it feel so long.

Like It Was

2009-10-19T17:11:00.001+08:00

Nothing has changed...
In a sense that Samantha and I(mainly me) spaz out around Al and Justin.
So Sam and I were bored out of our wits trying to find something to do at One Utama, after walking the whole mall at least twice.
So we go to the movie store.
We see Al and Justin, and as a first instinct, I dragged Samantha to the back of the store.
Just as they start to walk out, we decide to stalk them!
Brilliant, no?
So we go out, and they're gone, and we are absolutely gobsmacked!
A few minutes later, we send Al a stalkeresque message.
And since we lost them, we were all where you guys at, and he says 7-11.
Doing the math, unless they're vampires, there is no possible way they could've gotten to 7-11 in those minutes.
I mean it is possible if they run or something like that, but the nearest 7-11 is near Pasar Raya Taman Tun.
That is some walking distance...
On the + side, while we were searching frantically, we bumped into (Wan Iman Far)Hana!
She was so shocked that me and Sam still hang out.
She was giving us some pointers as to where the guys might be.
In the end we didn't find them.
But it did seem like the number of guys wearing red shirts were increasing, though none of them were Al....
While we were waiting for Sam's mum, we saw Johnathon.
He got a new haircut and it looked cool.
Though he was being such a prick.
Then went home.
Well that was an epic shopping spree..
Didn't buy anything but lunch!
I had fun, though my shoes were killing me...

- Damn that mother Chucker!

Sweetheart, I Have To Confess

2009-10-16T11:38:00.002+08:00

Okay...
My obsession with a certain Business Centre is getting out of control.
Not that I was obsessed before, but its worse than the one for a certain door now.
That lucky cow.... Having the best of both worlds....
I've never wanted to be a part of something more in my life!
I hope I didn't screw that up...
Grrrr...
Melody, why won't you come online?/
You're in for a 'surprise'...

Best Days of Your Life/ Viva La Vida

2009-10-13T18:31:00.004+08:00

I feel oddly content right now... In a very exhilarated way..
It's a fulfilling feeling...
Kinda wish I was back in TTDI, and just finished PMR..
But I'm not...
So I'll just deal.
With the ever rising bias prejudice.
And the
And homework.
And stress.
Oh and the ever deteriorating standards.
FML.
Just thinking about it is making me depressed again.
Hence why I'm listening to happy music.
I keep getting these shots of adrenaline.
That's not normal, is it?
Oh well.
I guess I'll never be normal.
I'd just really like a little less homework, and a little more time in class.
Then I'll be fine...
I could get A's, B's at the least..
But no.
I have to miss class only to be bombarded with homework later!
Fuck it.
So you freaks who took PMR, lucky you.
Cause you just had the best days of your lives, and an opportunity to rebel, and now for the next few months, you don't have to do nuts!
Hmm...
Feeling jealous now..
Gonna Skype people till Pig wakes up.
Then gonna take a shower and attempt to not kill myself.
Au revoir.

2009-10-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

How inspirational...

The God-Why-Don't-You-Love-Me Blues

2009-09-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

I should really be starting on my holiday homework now...
School starts in like 8 hours, and I've done no homework.
Nada.
Zilch.
At least there's only four subjects tomorrow.
First period Add. effing Math, then a double of Lit., then a double of Math, then a double of Bio.
Hopefully the Raya assembly if tomorrow.
Then I might be able to skip the Math or Lit. test.
Haven't studied for either...
I had a dream during the hols that i bunged the Lit. test, and the only two people left taking Lit. were Melanie and me.
Oh the horror...
According to Haris, the Add. Math work is super hard.
I don't know how I'm gonna get out of that one, but I might have a plan.
I half-wish I was taking PMR back in TTDI.
No homework, just trials.
Then the damned O.W.Ls, then freedom, for a good two months...
Probably would bung that too, but anyway..
Should've have taken up Mum's offer of making me Maggi me.
You know what people?
They have Maggi in New Zealand.
But NZ deserves another post.
*Sigh.
Should really get started on the homework...
Instead, I'm reading blogs.

Dear God,
please give me the strength to not read FML and the perseverance to finish my homework.
Amen.

"Fuck It"
- Chris, Skins

Again and Again

2009-09-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

- I Don't Want To Be, Gavin DeGraw

2009-09-15T13:08:00.002+08:00

2 minutes ago....
Me starting to scribe a quote on the board.
Mrs. Usha: Eh Why are you writing like that? Make it straight!
Me: I can't write straight!

FML

Sunday (Again)

2009-09-13T21:39:00.008+08:00

Merde.
Haven't started on any of the sodding homework.
Screw it.
I'm so hungry.
Even though I just stuffed myself.
In a Chinese restaurant,
that Aunty Alice just so happened to be in.
I tried to ignore her but she saw me.
It was like meeting Umbridge in the Three Broomsticks or something.
Just so weird.
Yesterday, I was the only girl at taekwondo.
There was only about 5 of us,
then Seng Fatt came.
I swear, his head grew bigger.
It was not just my glasses.
My thighs freaking hurt because Eshton made us do 360 kicks so fast.
And since there were only 5 of us, there was more reason to rotate faster.
It was all so dizzy-fying.
I owe Sir like RM 100 apparently.
Sod it.
Now I'm going to attempt to do my homework.

F My Life.

Time To Come Clean

2009-09-10T19:57:00.005+08:00

I love you. I love you so much, it consumes me. I love you. I want to be right, tell me you love me. Everything we’ve done, all the gossip and the lies and the hurt, will have been for something. … Tell me it was for something.

Remember?

2009-09-08T20:25:00.005+08:00

That used to be me.
Insufferable know-it-all.
Teacher's pet.
Person who did homework.
Who only used to get in trouble because of her friends.
The only thing remotely Hermione-ish about me now is my bushy hair.
That kinda sucks.
It actually really sucks to be a faded star.
I haven't done any homework since last Thursday.
I haven't been attending much class either.
Really left behind, and that sucks.
Crap.
Haven't done the bloody D.A.D.A homework.
Ditto Care of Magical Creatures.
Ditto Arithmacy.
And now, instead of completing the homework, I shall read FML and some Twilight bashing websites.
Cause that's how hard core I am.

When the truth fails you, you have no choice but to abandon it.
Agreed, B.

2009-08-31T18:50:00.003+08:00

Ok.
Really quick post.
Happy Belated Birthday Cynthia Chee.
Sorry I didn't wish you earlier.
I assumed I would go to Taekwondo.
That obviously didn't happen.
To all Malaysians, Selamat Hari Merdeka,
to Samantha Ho Yuet Ching,
my bestest best friend,
my soul sister,
my baptism twin,
Happy 15th Birthday.
Hope you had a great day and may God bless you.
Love you, S.

Oh man.
I have to stop procrastinating...

F My Life

You Could Drive A Person Crazy

2009-08-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

*Swearing*
*Swearing*
*More Swearing*
FC*K nostalgia!
FC*K
FC*K
FC*K it!
I'm pretty sure that's the word.
I think all this is coming from the fact Boom knows Debbie and has been in contact with her...
Or maybe it's extreme pre-first day jitters...
I don't know!
My right hand wrists hurt.
OW
OW
OW
OW
Now I'm reading the blogs of my former schoolmates, the Malay ones(think Einsteins, Berlians, people I never spoke to!)
OW
OW
OW
Oh man, I miss TTDI...
If my principal doesn't let me take French, my mom is gonna move me to Mont Kiara International School!
Then I'd have to do the whole transition thing, ALL OVER AGAIN!
OW
OW
OW
I wish I had someone to talk too..
My people are all sleeping, ignoring my existence, or have forgotten about me right now...
I think my mom and sis are still awake..
That's making me uneasy...
I think I'm going schizo again......

Must resist pulling out hair....
OW
OW
OW

2009-08-18T14:50:00.002+08:00

Oh crap
This pic is gonna give me nightmares
Elmo and Mickey look like such pervs!
And what is up with Barney's nostrils?!
I've always thought Ronald McDonald looked like a pedophile....
Now he's gained weight too!
Elmo has a Mini Elmo in his pocket..
LoL XP

2009-08-17T12:53:00.001+08:00

No Duh, Bush!

If It's Only In Your Head

2009-08-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

True that...

I think I'm still in transition.

How unfortunate.

Sunday

2009-08-09T17:53:00.006+08:00

First, a few birthday shout outs...
Alena Devia Joseph, Happy Belated Birthday! No idea how old you are, but I remember during the Raya assembly last year, you dragged Melody and came and sat next to me cause I was alone... And the three of us were cracking jokes and having a laugh! That was like the best assembly ever!
And Happy 14th Melody Loo Yen Vei... The most awesome friend, in the history of awesome friends! You make staying in Cempaka worthwhile :) Thanks for putting up with my shenanigans and my whiny-ness. Together, we will rule the world some day XD
To Deborah Lea Gregory, Debbie!, I have no idea where you are right now, but, Happy Belated 15th! You're probably one of the more awesome people I've met in TTDI... God bless you for introducing me to Twilight XD

So today was like the best Catechism class we had this whole year...
For one, Aunty Alice didn't come! (Hip Hip Hooray)
And there was no replacement..
So people were coming late, walking in and out, and not doing anything useful, as expected...
Cheryl Anne, Christine Kuan and I wanted to prank call Yau(yes, you Hui Min) but we decided against it cause we couldn't think of an appropriate prank for her.
Annabel and I were talking and I truly got to appreciate what a good friend she's been to me over the years.
Stefan was so funny in his tie-dye shirt. Mind you Stefan is a funny boy.

Oh well, Mum's here.
Later peeps.

2009-07-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

You Are a Chicken

You are a naturally curious and inquisitive being. You are often poking your nose where it doesn't belong!

Collecting nuggets of knowledge is important to you. You enjoy knowing everything you can.

You are very independent and strong willed. You don't like to be bossed around, and you do as you please.

You are quite determined and able to take on challenges. You will "peck away" at a problem until it's gone.

What Animal Are You?

Hardy Har Har
True XD

Oh EM Gee...

2009-07-10T15:07:00.003+08:00

Melody Is Your Soulmate

You truly love Mei Teng.

You consider Samantha your true friend.

You know that Justin is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Claudillea for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Ashmeera is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Melanie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Dinesh is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Dinesh changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think LeeZan is shy and non-confrontational. And that LeeZan has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Somewhat true...
Not sure about the Justin or LeeZan thing though...
WoW....
Alena is like psychic or something...
Glory, Glory Man. Utd!

City On Fire

2009-07-07T08:59:00.003+08:00

Oh EM Gee
Krisha's back!!!
YaY.
So we're gonna watch Harry Potter 6 next week.
Double joy.
I could've died on Sunday.
Screw that would-be Chuck Basstard.
He effing accused me of doing something I wasn't doing.
Screw him!
Poo.
I am screwing myself aren't I?

I got extended.
That means I'm still a probate until next Friday.
Unless I get further extended.

2009-06-27T21:23:00.001+08:00

You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.

You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.

You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.

How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

HAHA
LOL XD

Distant Past

2009-06-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

Oh Em Gee
Ash, macha....
Happy waay Belated Birthday
I owe you how many basketballs now?
My life's kinda suck-y right now.
Hope yours is better.
I should be studying.
Instead I'm taking quizzes and reading old fashion mags.
And Oh EM GEE people
Michael Jackson died!
How sad...
He was so cool
He went white...
How cool is that?
Oh well...
C'est la vie...
My blog is screwed up
I need Melody!!!

A spark. To pierce the dark.

2009-06-15T09:01:00.002+08:00

Oh Em Gee
So tired...
Gonna drop dead during History.
YAWN.
So sleepy.
Had such a packed weekend.
Friday, Priyangkha and Yasyika came over for a sleepover.
Watched Harry Potter 5 and Slumdog Millionaire, again.
Little Jamal so cute!
I fell asleep half way through Harry Potter.
The next morning, we went to Sunway Lagoon!
So sore from flying all over the place.
Still had fun though...
Skipped Taekwondo in the process.
So doomed for grading!
I wish Mum would let me skip.
Anyway, rented Twilight and the Seed of Chucky.
Twilight was like,
swoon.
Edward Cullen.
Enough said.
Seed of Chucky was crap.
Stopped watching it after 15 minutes.
Sunday, went to Church.
Aunty Alice better watch it.
I would'nt want to get on the bad side of John.
Al was blissfully oblivious.
Git.
Then went to the dentist.
Can't clench my jaw for like 2 weeks!
Fungus monkeys.
I've stopped doing with homework.
Couldn't be bothered.
And I haven't started studying for next weeks exams.

Darn.
Still a probate!

We're Gonna Be Alright

2009-06-11T14:55:00.003+08:00

Haha.
Dennis is not mad at me for the iPod thing anymore.
I knew he'd come through.
Shanker hugged me before English.
How random?
John told me to stop clowning around.
It's amazing how I can clown around in my sleep deprived state.
Some A-level teacher replaced Miss Kerrie for English.
Her English wasn't as prominent as Miss Kerrie's.
Or ours for that matter.
Oh well.

Bring on tomorrow.
We're supposedly supposed to get our results.
YaY!

Nice She Ain't

2009-06-11T10:15:00.002+08:00

That's probably what people think of me now.
Shiz.
I can't joke for nuts.
Bollocks.
I'm sorry for what I did.
I was just playing around
I didn't think Dennis would get so upset.
We did give his iPod back.
We didn't even intend to keep it.
*Sigh.
SO tired.
I wish Mrs Usha would stop talking so I can go sit by Melody.
I couldn't give a crap about what John Keats said, right now.
This blows.
Eek.
Some bird is chirping so freaking loudly outside.
It's so maddening.
Oh, irony, cruel,cruel irony,
I hate you ever so.
Gah.
I was like walking back from the toilet and so was Dennis, so I apologized like insanely.
And he just scoffed and looked away.
Shiz.
Shiz.
Shiz.

And I'm still a Probate!
Noooooooooooooooooo

Bang

2009-06-01T14:28:00.003+08:00

Oh Em Gee
It's June
Crud.
We've been extended.
Why am I not surprised?
Woman on the verge of a breakdown here.
Flippin' 'ell
*Sigh.
So sick.
Literally.
Life sucks right now.
I miss you freaks back in TTDI.
I can't believe you lot.
The things I here.
Honestly,
Uber disgusted here.

I hope you lot remember what day it is tomorrow.
I swear, if you don't, I'll smack you on the head so hard you will think it's 2007.
P.S: Melody says 'Hi'.

Back In Business

2009-05-12T18:55:00.003+08:00

Gave another tour today
AND
was spotted doing so!
Yay me!

JAI HO!!!!!!!

2009-05-11T17:41:00.001+08:00

Eek!
Sorry Mei Teng :/

Don't Look At Me

2009-05-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

I really hate it when people look at me...
Some self-consciousness issue...
I don't mind it when people look at pictures of me...
But I really hate it when people stare at me intently!
When people see me, they don't really see me...
Yikes...
No better words to describe than Gavin DeGraw's "I Don't Want To Be"
Oh Em Gee
I'm doing it again...

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I'm gonna go play with fire, now

This is all in relation to today, when we had to find Miss Ellen, F.Y.I

Guilty

2009-05-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

Should have saved my numbers to my SIM...
Now he's gonna think I'm some sort of coward.
Mind you, I am.
*Sighs.
Maybe I should SMS him...
OR
I could act like a never saw the darned message...
But that would be rude.
*Bigger sighs.
That is what I get for doing what I did.
I'm not gonna say it cause I think he reads my blog.
*More sighs.
I've been getting the hiccups a lot lately.
In Greys' Anatomy, Meredith's stepmother died of the hiccups,
so that's really freaking me out.
I wish I could be more resourceful.
I'm so guilty of the one thing I cannot be guilty of.
Maybe I should change my blog header to "Guilty"

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Sunday school...
Oh Em Gee Aunty Alice
How could you be so tactless?!
LoL XD

Why have church songs and Malay songs been ringing in my head all day?/

2009-05-10T14:56:00.002+08:00

HAHA

Liaisons

2009-05-07T17:11:00.005+08:00

Oh My Gosh
Today was like massive traumaticness
Whoa
Still a bit stunned
I still don't know why I feel like I have a hole in my esophagus!
It's killing me(I'm not even sure if I'm being literal or figurative)
The day started of so dead
So many of us were, like the walking dead or something
Then played Hangman Science Edition with the Mels'
Then actually had Science
Mr Malcolm was the one who submitted my name for the Mighty Minds competition,
not Ms Sulo!
AND
It's a Science competition, not a Math competition!
Darn
Thanks Melanie for offering me the STW Prez. position, but you deserve it as much as I do.
Then Break...
I'm glad I no longer want to be a wedding planner
Planning is such hard work...
Was in the Prefects' Room for 2 hours!
That was kinda fun
I just had to go, really bad
Lunch,
There were a lot of students in the corridors..
No patrollers or bridge 2 person to help me out
So if there was no one at stairs3, wouldn't have made a diff.
Haris and I got a workout chasing Year 8s.
I'm glad Tesintha helped me out, and Haris.
Haris and I confornted George about something that no one has done, his two years in school(apart from Adrian, I think), him wearing Sports shoes instead of leather shoes.
There's only so much 'lecturing' I can do in the corridors
-_-"
On the + side, I was regarded as a 'Prefect', without my Probate tag on, by some kids I didn't even know!
How's that for a Prefects' aura?!
Score 1 to Banana
Booyah!
So going into my achievements!

If There's Anything I Can't Stand

2009-05-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

It's hypocrites.
I seriously don't know if I'm one.
I know there's a lot of(unkind) words to describe me.
But I'm pretty sure I'm not a hypocrite.
I've never been told(to my face anyways) I'm a hypocrite, F.Y.I.
I'm just blogging about it for no particular reason.
If you think I'm one, tell me.
I won't take it nicely, but it would be nice to know.
Another thing I can't stand, I can't say it cause that would make me a hypocrite.
Oh wow.
Complicated, much?
Gossip Girl is really addictive.
Though I don't recommend watching it a day before the most important Math test of your Year 9 life.
Sighs.
So many formulas, so little time.
It's nice to have a friend like Melody.
I hate walloping in my own misery.
It's depressing.
That's why I need friends like the Mels' and the Munkies to keep me sane.
Ha
Their insanity is what makes me sane!
-_-"
I also really can't stand it when people accuse or claim me anorexic.
It's even more disturbing now that I might potentially have some undiscovered eating disorder.
It's psychologically scarring me.
Dramaticness.

LoL XD
Just read a chain e-mail from Alaric that made me smile ;)
I guess that fulfilled its purpose.
I know a lot of people can't stand chain e-mails, but I love them!
Well, except the ones that say "You will never find love if you don't forward this" and crap like that.
Oh well.
Wish me luck for tomorrow.

2009-04-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

Oh Em Gee...
It's Betty!

I Know Things Now

2009-04-29T17:35:00.003+08:00

So I was like watching "Justice League: The New Frontier" last night, and I realized:
1) Wonder Woman is brawny! Like majorly! Almost as brawny as Superman!
I am so turned off by her not because of that(particularly), but because she is a freaking FEMINIST!!!
2) The Green Lantern is White! As in Caucasian... Oh Em Gee
3) The odds of me getting superpowers are as much as me getting struck by lightning, or aliens from Mars visiting Earth, both of which, in my case, are very unlikely.

Man, I'm gonna miss the Year 11's(with the exception of Pig). Bus rides would suck without them.

That's Good, That's Bad

2009-04-28T16:59:00.003+08:00

Oh. Em. Gee.
Only words to describe my heart beat.
It's irregular.
I wonder what from.
I would say anxiousness, but I'm not feeling anxious.
Or maybe I am.
I don't know.

I think I'm going to do Psychology when I grow up.
It sounds like fun.
So anyway, no more tuition.
Until mid-May.
I don't know if I should be happy or upset by this.
I have "PMR" next week.
People actually taking PMR are gonna have it tougher, but we're gonna have it tough.

Yellowcard session today.
I think I would've cried if I wasn't being a bimbo 10 minutes before.
I can't write about Yellowcard session here 'cause I don't know what to say.
It was definitely more different than I expected, but of course, my being morbid made my expectations a tad bit unreal.
LOL
Okay...
This is too complicated to blog about.

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Nevermind.

Swine flu.
LOL XD

Connect! Connect!

2009-04-23T20:08:00.005+08:00

Wow.
As it turns out, Tesintha and I were not only Primary School mates but also my Kindergarten mate!
Her mum still remembers me, from like 8 years ago!
This morning, Arthur was the only Year 11 there.
He was sitting all alone at the back of the bus, so I decided to sit with him.
We were talking the whole bus ride.
No other words to describe but 'intimate'.
I forgot it was Melanie's birthday!
And she was like one of my first friends in Cempaka.
She accepted me, and I forgot her birthday!
So all the Prefects' and Probates' started singing 'Happy Birthday' and I asked Melanie who's birthday it was, and she gawped at me.
D'oh!
(S)Melanie Tan Sue-Lyn, Happy 14th Birthday!
I love you! <3
Painted some props for Helang.
Patrolled , then found Sam.
We went to canteen and sat with Ms Sulo and Ms Judith.
We were like talking for half an hour, talking.
Then we brunched.
Afterward, Khal pulled Sam away, so I went to Meenakshi and Kanako.
They introduced me to Maneesha.
Maneesha is awesome!
We totally clicked. We were talking non-stop for like two hours.
That was nice, talking to someone after so long!
I told her stuff I haven't even told Sam(antha)!
XD
Tap Tap Revenge is such a fun game.
Afterwards, arranged all the Helang props.
Then, played Truth or Dare with Azlin, Haider Ali, Kevin Wong, Melanie, Sam, and Claudillea.

How random! XD
LOL
Melanie had to use this pick-up line on Jeong Jun:
"Did you fart, 'cause you blew me away?"
And she said it so naively.
Jeong Jun was like "That's a really good question!"
ROFLMBO
And she sniffed Haider's armpits!
HAHAHAHAHA
Azlin asked me who I would rather see naked.
Kevin, Sam, or Haider?
I said, "HAIDER!"
HA
The first time I met Haider was in the Schoolmart.
He was trying on uniform and he was about to strip in front of me!
He was all "Where do I change?" to the lady.
She told him where.
Then he changed in the dressing room.
Drat.
Then Claud, Mel, Sam and Kevin had to go back to their respective houses.
And Haider, Azlin, and I were talking.
Learned some very interesting things.
Then go home time.
I bought two ice creams.
Was talking to Xing Wei. She's really nice.
Then I got on the bus.
It was packed so I sat with Li-Jin
I'm so glad he's my friend.
He's a really sweet boy, and really easy to talk to.
And thanks to him, I know some very fascinating things.
God bless those Year 8s!
They really need it.
I'm so upset by the fact Anoop's out of Idol!
What a fat load of bollocks!
What is wrong with America?!

N.B: I met the infamous Vince! He was more different than I expected. He's very sarky.
And less geekier than I expected!

Thank You So Much

2009-04-20T19:34:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I'd like to wish Johnathan Lau a very Happy 15th birthday.
Thanks for being my friend, when I had none of my own.
Now that that's out of the way,
I survived yesterday.
The only thing I had to subdue was Shawn Ashley Perris...
That annoying git.
Sunday school is such a drag nowadays.
Should have signed the petition,
but I think we're driving Aunty Alice away with our shenanigans.
Ha
I am so slow.
100 metres- 19 seconds.
That's my time.
I'm so happy Cherise lent Kah Yan her pants so Kah Yan could run with me.
Xin You is so fast.
Faster than Khal, I might add.
I was talking to Dennis and Shanker half of "sports practice"
We were bored out of our minds.
Thanks to Rachel, I had to pretty much starve.
Thanks a lot, pig.
People already got eating disorder, some more wanna starve them.
Then lessons commence.
Thanks a lot Ms Sulo(li), my fantastic Math teacher, for submitting my name to possibly the geekiest competition in Malaysia.
NOT
Oive.
Mr Malcolm.
LOL
I wonder if he's aware I'm only so 'interactive' in his class.
What a lala toy car.
Well the music anyways.
Then going back time.
Waited for (insert name of people) for twenty minutes, before I could go home.
Sam(uel)'s my new excuse to go to the CPAC floor.
I just love that place!

Ah, but underneath

2009-04-18T21:55:00.004+08:00

What does you do if someone lies to you, and you know their lying?
Do you contradict them?
Or do you let it slide?
I'm letting it slide.
Because I have no evidence.
Actually...
I do have have evidence.
But that would get a few people in trouble.
Namely me.
So I'm just gonna put on a smile and act completely oblivious.
COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS.
This is what I get for putting my nose where it doesn't belong.
Actually, it's my business just as much as it's theirs.
But I shall act oblivious.
For now...

I feel insane...
And I used to be the sanest, home and away...

What More Do I Need?

2009-04-17T20:26:00.005+08:00

Oh My Gosh!
I love God.
Because he truly does love me.
And I'm so grateful for that.
And so I'm gonna change my ways.
Starting with this blog.
Going to be more bright and optimistic, like I told Puan Zainab during my Entrance Interview.
This blog will no longer be black or empty.
Two, I will stop lying.
I do this compulsively(lying I mean)
It's going to all blow up in my face someday, so I better start making amends.
Three, I'm going to be more sincere and genuine.
It's not like I'm fake now. But it's not like I'm real either.
Four, I'm going to stop being depressed(or rather depressing), anxious, and obsessive compulsive.
By doing so, I'll be able to save the limited resources of the earth.
I must also use time wisely.
Because life is measured in the breaths we take.
Not in daylights, in sunsets, in midnight, in cups of coffee or etc...
But in fact breaths (according to my yoga teacher anyways)
And wasting time would result in me hyperventilating or having shortness of breath, hence reducing my life span!
I should tell my dad to stop smoking in that case.
Oh wow.
If I manage all that, I'd be a skinny Betty.
LOL XD
Skinny Betty.
And with all that, I hope to achieve happiness and success.
Bleedin' 'ell...
I sound like a Chinese New Year greeting card.
Oh and I must also stop swearing.
It looks and sounds bad.

P.S: The Plain White T's new song "1,2,3,4" is pure awesomeness.

2009-04-03T16:51:00.006+08:00

oh. em. gee

the song 'tomorrow' is stuck in my head

you know that song from Annie, right?

I wanna sing it out loud but Pig is having tuition.

right now, I am procrastinating.

I should be writing my achievements,

but instead I'm goofing off.

I should really get it done during the week,

but nonetheless...

didn't go to school today

woke up very blur

watched season 5 of Greys'

only words to sum it up-

oh em gee!

I miss my Munkies...

and Ben...

and Dinesh...

even Al and Ee Yern....

that pic was from the Retard party

LOL

I was posing ;)

gonna watch Confessions of a Shopaholic tonight with Annie Moo Yong and Aunty Viv

did you know Shopaholic isn't even a word?

have holidays for two weeks

gonna die of boredom

worst of all

I'll be stuck with Pig

oh the horror!

she is such a PIG

stupid pig

no life

but enough about my sister....

I had a weird dream

mind you, all my dreams are weird,

but nonetheless...

Leon and Uncle Dominic were in it

can't remember much though.

*note Retard party not retarded

- The sun will come out tomorrow, so you've gotta hang on 'til tomorrow, come what may!

2009-03-24T17:08:00.004+08:00

oh. em. gee

i have never felt so bad after an exam

mandarin

i admit...

i didn't study hard enough

but still

its MANDARIN

screw it

i can't fail anything

my math results are bad enough

and my literature dropped by about 10%

9 Aer was right about me

i am a 'betrayer'

(their words, not mine)

and i'm on the verge of breaking down

but i can't do so

because i'm taking a 'positive' approach on life

and crying isn't exactly 'positive'

*screams*

-on the + side (yes there is a plus side)

i got an A for English

according to ms kerrie anyway

and she's my English teacher

and i can change my font again

thanks to Melody Loo

(the girl who posted the earlier post)

so tomorrow

got to be all army commander again

and we get our results back

oive

- So when you're near me darling can't you hear me, S. O. S.

Because I am awesome :D

2009-03-23T12:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

For your information, no, I am not Anne Vincent.

I am her partner in World Domination, and my identity shall not be revealed :D Too bad ;P

I am usually not this retarded, but just for the sake of updating her blog......

So, it's a Monday. Joy.

We're still having our exams, but it'll be ending tomorrow.

NOOOOOOOOOOO D:

-ahem-

I don't know what I'd be updating about, but hey! I'm an awesome friend. Right.

Okay, time to study for Geography.

SEE YOU :D

Tagged by Samantha Ho

2009-03-08T14:13:00.003+08:00

1) The person who tagged you is:
Samantha Ho.

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
My best friend. My baptism sister. Fellow Munkie. Soul sister.

3) Your first impression of him/her is:
Is she for real?

4) The most memorable moments with him/her:
2006.

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
Can't remember. She has written down some awesome stuff though.

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
I would have to be completely berserk.

7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:
She would have to be a very hot guy.

8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do:
Been there, done that.

9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be:
Jo Yee. My asshole behaviour.

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Call her and talk endlessly.

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
My once upon a time other half.

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
I can think of the impossible. Creative and clever, I guess.

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
The fact that I hate(d) myself.

14) The most ideal person you want too be is:
Victoria Beckham? Emma Watson? Someone British...

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I love you guys and I'm sorry I'm such a pain.

16) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1- Radkrisha Nair.
2- Shawn Perris.
3- Cynthia Chee.
4- Deborah Lea Gregory.
5- Benjamin Phoon.
6- Lim Jian Min
7- Sharvind Raj
8- Dinesh Ravi
9- Qistina.
10- Samantha Ho.

17) Who is 6 (Jian Min) having a relationship with:
No one… As far as I know.

18) Is 9 (Qistina) a male or female:
Female.

19) If 7 (Sharvind) and 10 (Samantha) were together, would it be a good thing:
It would be very disturbing.

20) What is 2 (Shawn) studying at the moment:
God knows.

21) When was the last time you had a chat with 3 (Cynthia):
Yesterday at taekwondo.

22) What kind of music does 8 (Dinesh) like:
Not sure. I do know he likes to play the drums.

23) Does 1 (Krisha) have any siblings:
Ram and Narain (hope I got the spelling right)

24) Will you woo 3 (Cynthia):
Over my dead body!

25) How about 7 (Sharvind):
If I needed something...

26) Is 4 (Debbie) single:
I really don't know.

27) What's the surname of 5 (Ben):
Phoon.

28) What's the hobby of 5 (Ben):
Something sick, no doubt...

29) Do 5 (Ben) and 9 (Qistina) get along well:
He used to make fun of her, that I remember.

30) Where is 2 (Shawn) studying at:
SMKBU3

31) Say something casual about your eyes:
Almost black. Lined. Worn out.

32) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 (Ben):
Yes. We liked each other at different times.

33) Where does 9 (Qistina) live?:
Where do penguins live?

34) What colours does 4 (Debbiel) like:
Black and red?

35) Are 5 (Ben) and 1 (Krisha) good friends:
Yes. Like mother and son =_='

36) Does 7 (Sharvind) like 2 (Shawn):
I don't think they remember each other.

37) How did u get to know 2 (Shawn):
Primary school classmate, for two miserable years...

38) Does 1 (Krisha) have any pets:
Her brother is a goat, does that count?

39) Is 7 (Sharvind) the sexiest person in the world:
No. Chace Crawford is.

2009-03-02T18:53:00.003+08:00

i've just realised i'm a chicken, a screw up, screwed up, possessive, neurotic, crazed and confused.
i seriously need help.
i'm feeling empty...

2009-02-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

sooooo tired...
life has been hectic...
mind you, i ask for it...
just found out in addition to being slow and blurr, i am also gullible!
me!
a know-it-all, gullible!
damn you, johnathon
bloody hell
have so much homework...
mr malcolm was right
being a probate does take a toll on your results..
i failed french and mandarin, got 32.5/50 for math
which is bad
apparently
have a new history teacher..
miss anne...
she's like the 7th teacher we've had for history..
i am so tired
i wanna finish watching hsm3..
it that too much to ask?
urgh!
i taste soap in my mouth

*power cheer*

2009-02-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

Oh My God
There's this guy
Sam (yes, I know, another Sam)
And he is just like Leon!
Except he doesn't smell like Leon and I'm not nuts about him)
But yeah....
Terra rocks!
I hope I become a prefect.... Pray for me people....
Can't wait for Sunday
I'm gonna annoy Al
For the fun of it....
I need Internet on my Mac
Or else I can't do my homework
Any suggestions?
I need to find a book on new frontiers...

2009-01-05T19:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday EE YERN!!!
i remember last year, i insisted your birthday was on the 3rd and everyone thought i was nuts...
lol

today was actually ok
im alive
whoopee
i knew the timetable
didnt have to travel as much
girls were nice
boys didnt give me the time of day
aer-ians (the non-chinese/koreans) actually miss me
but
unfortunately
no more mr nagindar
or miss allysa
or mr winson ong
maybe no mrs hema
now its madame ong
mr hew
and maybe mr james
darn
at least i found my padlock

2008-12-31T14:21:00.003+08:00

mum made a huge mistake bringing me back to smkttdi
the form 1s were having orientation
oh Lord
i envy uou guys back in smkttdi
i saw miss leow
she looks well
im over my love now
thanks to edward cullen

thank debbie
if it werent for you
i would have never read twilight
thank you sharvind for your worthy advice

this suxx
it would be better if mum bought me breaking dawn...

2008-12-18T14:09:00.002+08:00

oh. em. gee.
no dad
no chiti
no munkie
no love
for

CHRISTMAS

bollocks

how depressing
i have nothing to do
nothing to say
nowhere to be
no one to talk to

just my best friend, irony, and me

2008-12-17T11:00:00.002+08:00

mamma mia...
im so sh*t bored
screw it
why did mum have to invite grand aunty and granduncly???
why?????
why??????????
now mi amor cant come
or
maybe
he still can.........
must come up with an alibi though

2008-12-12T15:52:00.002+08:00

my love
is madly in love with his love,
how tragic is that??
on the +side, he'll be at my house for xmas
:)
yay
but i have to keep him away
from his girlfriend
*more tragedy
how suckful?/

2008-12-11T14:51:00.000+08:00

how suckful?
life is just so sucky
sh*t
life sucks

2008-12-09T10:47:00.002+08:00

mum went to work for four hours
i was supposed to hang stockings
but i was sleeping
lol
we put up our christmas tree
it looks awesome
(as for normal)
XD
watched Wild Child yesterday
such an awesome movie
the lady who was Moaning Myrtle acted in it
that lady is 43
and when she was Myrtle, she was 37
whoa
she was the oldest person to play a Hogwarts student

people,
you should read The Tales of Beedle the Bard
the stories are awesome

2008-12-04T16:44:00.000+08:00

crap
the post with the pcd lyrics was lame
oh Lord
shawn was right

2008-12-04T16:09:00.004+08:00

This post, all the emotions and retardation that follow are all dedicated to a very special being: Munkie
Krisha, you pig, Happy Belated Birthday! Honestly, i forgot... But in my defense, my internet was cut and i didnt have your number so i couldnt have contacted you....
So in your honour, i shall recap my Friday
I woke up all dazed but i went to sleep cause it was prom the night before so Annabels mum could send us
Annabel and her mum overslept so i could watch some tv
So we go to school, in casual clothes (well i was dressed preppy and rachel way to cool for school)
Then we look for the Cf lot.. Then we go to the canteen
Mrs Hema tells i got 99 for geo
*how awesome am i?*
So Annabel eats and Rachel and i just drink mango juice
All the itsy bitsy primaries were decked up for xmas..
disgustingly adorable
Then we go up and rehearse a bit
Annabel goes of to play the violin...
Before the play, Arthur, Derrick, Lydia, Rachel, Mary and me were in the fashion room
Arthur is so damn funny
lol
i heart Arthur
XD
Then we're called
I was a shopper and just dragged Annabel around
Arthur, Derrick and Mary cracked up the audience
naturally
At the end of the play, we're suppose to light up candles and sing 'Pass It On'
Omg
so embarassing
the flippin candle wouldnt light
lol
but we still managed to light Datins and Dr Rizals candles
so no worries
Then we just walk up and down waiting for our parents
I got upgraded to top class people, thanks to my own cleverness... XD
My lovely marks:
English: 74- how depressing?! and my average was 79,-so close yet so far away
Maths: 80- because im an angel- i swear thats what my teacher said
BM: 90- not so bad lah
Geo: 99 - YAY ME!!!
Science: 84- not so bad
History: 86 - haha, 2nd highest in the year
Literature: 93 - congratulate me- highest in year 9
Mandarin: omg 56- I PASSED
French: 61- I didnt fail!
IT: 76- not so good.. quite bad actually
Art: 82- Thank You Mr Zak!
Business Studies: 71 - how depressing
then i collapse into my bed
Rachel gets sent to camp
end of story
lol
On Sunday, i saw him, probably for the last time, and i just waved goodbye...
No hug
I could have hugged him
But no
I didnt
Just a smile and a wave
crap
And he's been invading my dreams
How depressing...?
So anyways Munkie, due to recent events in Mumbai, i hope you are ok and still as retarded as the day you left

P. S: Happy Way Belated Birthday Justin Ang!

2008-11-14T13:24:00.002+08:00

you people are all being emo so i shall join you

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
- the Pussycat Dolls

that so describes how i feel...
i thought we'd go back to ttdi
by some miracle
i thought we'd have a little rebellion
like in hp5
do pmr
but no
now
we're no longer a food chain
but a food web
spread out
linking each other minimally
sh*t
does that make sense?
this sux
i hate this part right here
i just cant take your tears
i mean
~dinesh crying?
he was one of the happiest people!
~and cynthia
those emo posts were freaking me out f.y.i
~and cho-cho
who allowed him to grow up?/
bloody hell
~ash, macha, if you read this, please leave me a comment
because you've been m.i.a since my bday
~sammie
i cant believe you got three b's
and that you didnt win anything for sunday school
this is like an unbalanced ecosystem
when is the world gonna end if not now?/
i hate this part right here

2008-11-10T19:36:00.002+08:00

if you wanna know how i feel, listen to Taylor Swift's
'Teardrops on my Guitar'

Remember Drew=Leon

2008-11-04T16:34:00.002+08:00

oh. em. gee.
they're are back together..
according to pig.....
and dara noticed my blog url changing...
sh*t
life suxx
and i have so much homework...
i'll have have to go off of food....
CRAPPPP!!!!
damn it

my life is over

2008-11-03T18:00:00.002+08:00

today.. is just one of those days.... where the world just makes you squirm....
let me begin with saying how much i love Big Rajah's lamb chops..... so good... and mouthwatering.....
anyways............
world, today i discovered that other people have the same opinion as me...
and that fashion design suxx
hmmm
what else...
*omg... my sis just wet my skirt....
sorry eeyern for that time i wet your pants#
so ayways...
today was like the perfect bus day....
-no zenna ^^
-leon sat next to me *squeal*
-finished my chicken soup book-yay me
-looked into his eyes *more squeals*

au revoir peeps... got lots and lots of homework....
which suxx

2008-10-31T18:40:00.003+08:00

weird XDXDXDXD
today is just one of those random days....
right now, im chatting with mei teng
hahaha
and this morning i successfully finished my soft-hardcopy.... how awesome for me.....
the primary kids were all glammed up for halloween... i dont need a costume... according to you lot, i look enough like a witch... LoL
then during history, since i did all my work, i had some free time so i was working on my essay(which now fits the word minimum~how awesome!)...
Congratulate me people! i got 34/40 for the history project/doing my homework....
weirdest thing... johnathon low fived me.... oh gosh i suck at low fiving....
so anyways... the VLE thing didnt kill me and NO MATH! i mean i love miss sulo but Algerbra?/ it algebra just sux, ok....
then for cf, zenna came but it didnt matter cause it was so short.... and we got seats on the bus so whoopee! unfortunately, leon was of flirting with some other girls..... so, i dozed of to my mp3....
i just watched a really nice episode of WoWP.... so funny... hehe
chewing bubblegum....
another perfect day....

`finally, now my destiny can begin, now it will have a different end, send my love to him finally....` Fergie

2008-10-28T08:00:00.000+08:00

to all my machas
Deepavali Naal Valtukkal

why wont anyone update their blogs???

2008-10-23T18:01:00.004+08:00

oh. em. gee.
i must be so tired, jet lagged or seriously lacking sleep,
because
i think i love cempaka

like WHOA

2008-10-22T17:34:00.001+08:00

Life is good I can't complain,
I mean I would but no one's listening

2008-10-21T17:09:00.004+08:00

oh. em. gee.
so as it turns, im not going to jump off the roof....
im really warming up to cempaka....
i feel like i never really accomplshed anything in ttdi (apart from being a munkie)
in cempaka, at this rate i might be a probate....
yay me
anyways.... im no longer singing teardrops on my guitar, mei teng..... im singing a different tune.. a really gai one

2008-10-20T17:25:00.003+08:00

that felt good, going to jasema again.... this morning, i felt whimsical.. for some odd reason.... and i had a pretty good day... except for the computer... i so need a laptop.... and the fact that we have a million assignments due on monday..... johnathon seemed emo today... which is saddening... and he got a haircut.. doesnt really suit him...
i forgot you guys had exams xp ... no wonder no ones updating their blogs.... anyways.. guys, get lucky....

2008-10-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

OW! my ankle hurts.... i should have just asked aunty for more money to buy an ankle brace.... why is it when you're away from people, you here more dirt about them?/ odd

2008-10-18T12:10:00.001+08:00

okay..... that last post made no sense..... ignore it.... haha.... my sis got blog.... haha... shes lamer than me....

2008-10-17T18:46:00.002+08:00

I'm bored.... i just loathe my sis ever so... I've just realized I've only truly ever been in love twice.... which is sad.... cause one was a disaster waiting to happen and the others' a tragedy..... gosh...

2008-10-15T18:36:00.003+08:00

okaay...
since no one's updating their blogs, i will....
how ironic?/
the Jonas Brothers new song 'Lovebug' comes out when im in love?/
what are the odds??
anyways...
its another tragic end seeing as my love is moving to 'the promise land'....
what a tragedy

and all i can do is eat Mentos

2008-10-13T18:47:00.002+08:00

my life majorly sucks right now.... i still feel like i've been run over by a truck.... sh*t..... im so flippin piss'd off...... i've just wasted two whole days..... i could be doing something like learning how to use photoshop...... i can no longer see the wonders of fairytales..... crap..... is it so difficult to listen to me?/

2008-10-10T18:04:00.002+08:00

how sad is this? pig had a party... got gold and cash... and ferrero rocher.... and her friends wished her.... and she shook hands with a rockstar.... she cut a cake in school.... she cut some awesome cake at home... and shes got her bestie back.... and she gets to hang with her gang tomorrow... while i sulk at home... or i might go for taekwondo... depends on how emo i am....
uhhh... i dont wanna dance.... i dont wanna do nuts.... i just wanna barricade myself in my room and read.... sh*t! mum didnt buy any damned chocolate

*power cheer*

2008-10-09T17:12:00.003+08:00

To my pig sis ( not you, Krisha)
Happy birthday Rachel!!!!
You are very lucky because your friends actually wished you
AND
You get this big blow ut party that you didnt need to share with your grandmother(s) -.-"

2008-09-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

this is weird but true....

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside.

People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes.

And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary.

You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything!

You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around.

You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

2008-09-29T08:50:00.004+08:00

MY destiny!
MY (Anne's) Destiny!
Not for the world to poke and pry!
Bloody hell!

And as for tempting fate,
Im like a sitting duck...
Is it so hard for fate to shoot me so I wont have to suffer in Cambodia????

F*ck

2008-09-25T18:43:00.002+08:00

Since I can't gloat in the presence of Cempakans....
Let me list down the marks I've gotten so far for you wonderful people.....
Literature: 96%- I couldnt get 100% because Mrs. Usha said teachers weren't allowed to give students full marks for Literature T.T
English: 84%- Highest in Aqua and Aer... Top ten in Terra... Ms Ong and Ms Kerrie are working on getting me into Terra.... Oive
Math- 90%- only made 2 mistakes so thats OK
Science- 83%- Terra standard according to Mr Malcolm
Malay- a whomping 98%!!!! oh. em. gee.... who would have thought that Malay would be my best subject?/
Geography- 55/60 for the paper.. teacher hasnt counted the projests yet....
Mandarin- 58%! I passed.... YaY ANNe

Thats all

FOR NOW

2008-09-23T16:42:00.004+08:00

*SCREAMING* sh*t..! I am an Indian.... It is a known fact.... I am not British or American.... I have no reason to speak Mandarin.... I have no intention of learning Mandarin.... So why in freaking hell do I have to take the damn Mandarin test tomorrow?/ Why?! Uhhhhh....

On the + side, my english was never better.....

2008-09-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

O.M.G.
Geography was HARD... still don't know what a noun is... dunno what a verb is either... oh well...
Leon... Omg... I am gonna buy a ticket for every show day....
I feel pretty! LoL... That song cracks me up! Cant wait for West Side Story XD...

2008-09-18T18:35:00.002+08:00

that was easier than expected... alleluia the business studies and history test got postponed to Wednesday... thanks to people like Claudilea and Leon.... Adrian, who is just like Dinesh except hes white and does not fall in love, respects me.. also unlike Dinesh... he respects me because apparently, all I do is STUDY! I know... SHOCKING RIGHT?!/ I was so freaking bored so I was being aloof and just read my french and geography text books... Paul and those other idiots better stop watching porn and playing games in class.. and they need to respect teachers more... just like me, Hermione Granger, who does all her homework and listens to teachers and studies during her free time. but must not be an insufferable know-it-all or have untamed bushy hair.... Lol... that is so true... need to find out what a verb is... oh well.. must resume reading the dictionary....

2008-09-17T14:28:00.003+08:00

Im bored... I should be studying... I do not see the point in studying anymore, seeing as none of my classmates do their homework.. Except Betty, because she is Betty.... And seeing as Im Anne, I have to be a know-it-all.. And know-it-alls do study... And suck up... Which is something Im good at.. And my sis is too, so if teachers like her, they like me... And they do like her.... So more pity marks for me.... Gosh.... Im such a geek.... Especially in my sweater.... Oh well.... Even if I fail Mandarin or Art or Literature.... I will always have Bm, which is now my best subject..... And no French test so thats one less subject too fail... Please pray for me people... Pray that I get top in the year and pass all my tests with flying colours and get recognition for being a smart ass and not just Rachel's kid sister anymore.....

3 Things

2008-09-10T19:30:00.002+08:00

3 things i love about Cempaka:
1) HOT guys- more variety
2) Teachers- OMG... They all love me (i think)
3) The bathrooms- so, so clean...

3 things you would have never guessed about Johnathon:
1) He is seriously nice- he wanted to introduce me to his friends, but i was such a b*tch and basically said no, rudely
2) I think he can draw- oh and we all thought his talent just stopped at the guitar
3) He's smart- seriously... he knew what a noun was and i didn't. dumb me... and he's not stuck up....

3 of my favourite Cempakans:
1) Leon- love,love,love him!
2) Johnathon- brings back fond memories..
3) Sumitha- my sister... almost... she still needs to adopt me

3 shocking facts about Cempaka:
1) Bad discipline- a boy in my class is on the verge of EXPULSION
2) School song is not GAY- it was stuck in my head all afternoon
3) I'm POPULAR- this is quite true.. suprisingly

2008-09-03T18:46:00.004+08:00

you people have no idea how much i miss you.... you probably have no idea how sad i am either.... the fact that no one has called me, smsed me(except siva).... so depressing.... oh well.... at least tomorrow i'll have an excuse to be misreable......